Two Days Before Akira’s Birthday
The morning carried a weight of silence in the Malhotra mansion. Today marked Tanvi’s death anniversary, and the air seemed heavier than usual.
Raghav adjusted the cuffs of his kurta while glancing at Aanya, who was carefully draping her dupatta. Before she could reach for Akira’s tiny frock, he placed a hand gently on her arm.
“Aanya,” he said softly, “you don’t need to come with us today. There will be too many people at the mandir… hawan smoke, the crowd—it might make Akira uncomfortable.”
Aanya studied his face for a moment, sensing the layers of emotion he carried today. She nodded slowly. “I understand. I’ll stay back with Akira.”
There was gratitude in his eyes as he gave a small nod. Soon, he and his mother left for the temple, leaving Aanya holding Akira close. She whispered to the baby, “Today is a little hard for your papa… we’ll wait for him here, hmm?”
At the mandir, the atmosphere was solemn. The hawan fire burned steadily, priests chanting mantras as Raghav and his mother sat through the rituals. Though composed outwardly, Raghav’s mind flickered with images—Tanvi’s laughter, the arguments, the accident, and finally, the tiny bundle he had been handed that fateful day.
When the rituals ended, his mother stood, pressing her pallu to her moist eyes. “Come, beta, let’s go home.”
But Raghav shook his head gently. “You go, Maa. I’ll join you later.”
“Where will you go?” she asked, concern in her tone.
“Just… somewhere I need to be,” he said, his voice quiet but firm.
Understanding there were some battles he needed to fight alone, she simply touched his shoulder and left with the others.
Raghav remained behind, staring into the dying embers of the hawan fire—his heart caught between the past he could never erase, and the new life waiting for him at home.
Instead of leaving, Raghav walked slowly to the back of the temple where few ever went. The air was quieter here, the chanting and murmurs from the mandir fading into a distant hum. A small pond lay still under the shade of old peepal trees, its water reflecting the afternoon sun.
He descended the stone steps and sat, elbows resting on his knees, staring at the ripples spreading lazily across the surface. For the first time in weeks, he let his thoughts flow unchecked.
A strange heaviness pressed on his chest. Whenever I stand near Aanya… why do I feel as if I’m betraying Tanvi?
The thought had haunted him for long. Tanvi—his wife, the mother of his child. Their marriage hadn’t been born out of love, not even companionship. It was business, an agreement between two families. He had neither loved her nor hated her. She was simply there. Yet, she had given him Akira. For that, she would always remain a part of him.
He closed his eyes, exhaling. She’s gone. And I’m still here… with Akira, with responsibilities, with this hollow past that clings to me.
And then came another image—Aanya’s gentle smile as she wiped Akira’s mouth after feeding her, the warmth in her eyes when she played with the little girl, the way her laughter filled the silence in his once-cold home.
With her, he felt something he never expected—life. Real, unfiltered life. Not duty, not compromise, not silence… but a rhythm. She didn’t demand, she didn’t intrude, and yet she was becoming a part of every corner of his world.
Raghav dipped his hand into the cool water of the pond, watching it slip away between his fingers. “Maybe it’s time,” he whispered to himself. “Tanvi is my past… Aanya is my and Akira's present and future.”
The words echoed only in his heart, but they felt like the first step toward letting go.
He sat there a while longer, letting the calmness of the pond seep into him, before finally standing up. It was time to return—to the little girl who was waiting at home, and to the woman who was slowly, unknowingly, becoming his anchor.
Evening – Departure for Italy
By the time Raghav returned from the temple, the sun was already leaning toward the horizon. He didn’t speak much, and Aanya didn’t ask—though she did notice something quiet in his eyes, something softer, as though a weight had shifted inside him.
The house was calm. Akira was napping after her playtime, and the bags had already been packed by the staff under Aanya’s supervision. Raghav’s mother gave her final instructions to the household before joining them in the living room for tea.
“Flight is at nine,” Raghav reminded gently, his tone composed. “We’ll leave by seven. That will give us enough time.”
Aanya nodded, carefully checking Akira’s little bag one last time—her toys, her blanket, the tiny shoes she refused to wear but still carried along. For Aanya, this was the first time she was stepping into Raghav’s world beyond family rituals and the home; for Akira, it was her first journey out of the country.
When evening came, the cars lined up at the entrance. Raghav held Akira, who clung to him sleepily, her head buried against his shoulder. Aanya walked beside him, adjusting her dupatta against the breeze. Behind them, Raghav’s mother stood at the doorway, hands raised in blessing, watching the three of them leave together.
Inside the car, silence lingered for a few minutes. Then Akira suddenly raised her tiny hand toward Aanya, as if demanding to be held. With a smile, Aanya leaned forward and took her into her lap. The little girl’s giggles filled the quiet space, and Raghav found himself watching the two of them, a faint smile tugging at his lips.
The convoy of cars moved through the city lights, heading toward the airport. For anyone else, it was just another journey. But for them, it felt like a beginning—of something unspoken, something fragile

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